Dear fellow bloggers
After a long time of absence, I decided to write a few lines in case someone reads this blog. Since this fall I went through a huge crisis mainl derived from an increasing fear of death and the unexcplicable status of non-existence. I am not sure how these came into surface, but they are now present and quite often haunt my thought, creativity and optimism.
I therefore started to distance myself from everyone and to believe that everyone around me is foolish to even cast a smile, since reality is so cruel as to create such a short life boundary for all of us. As these thoughts accumulated, I almost thought I was starting to go mad and distanced myself even more.
I thus started reading articles in order to make myself believe that there is a chance of some sort of existence after what we call life. To be honest no solution to my destructive thoughts was found until my everyday worries increased due to new prospects in my professional and personal life and my setting of goals came to cover over any time devoted to this issue.
However, I am still looking for optimist people to wet my apetite for life again. So if you believe you can give me your positive energy with your thoughts, please do so without hesitation!!
Enjoy life!
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